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Listening to 21 TOTALLY 80s HITS

& realizing it may’ve been one of the best purchases in my life.  These songs take me back to a time in my life when I reeked of that heady promise on un-fulfilled potential. I feel all I’ve reeked  of lately is a sour mixture of failed promise and desperation. “‘'Nuff said.  It’s clobbering time."

Niggaz in Paris; Break For Love

I'm listening to some Jay Z., and Kanye before bed.  Word.   Now Pet Shop Boys and Peter Rauthother. Meeting was good today.   Stabilizing.  Got to chat w/MLP, WHICH IS ALWAYS GOOD.  She gave me some much needed perspective on my recent troubles with my  assistant, Butch. This trouble, really, goes back years.  i trust him to know I'm not a racist; like I know he's not racist.  So, occasionally or often, I would send him photos of big, often black dicks, with some bad joke caption, when I find them. Was it in appropriate?  Should I have done it? In retrospect, no.  But I did.   & all I can do is break  the behavior, but in the meantime, I think Butch and I need to re-evaluate and, I think, end our working relationship.  Peter and Gil keep loading him down with new responsibilities, like grocery shopping.  These are things FAR beyond Butch's purview.  He's voiced feeling overworked to me, but I guess he's not comfortable  voicing it to them; he seems to think...