I started my iTunes up, and it began by playing Barry Manilow's "Somewhere Down the Road", a song that set the tone for the first 2 of my plethora of failed relationships thus far. A significant part of me thinks fate dealt a proper and just course to me, given the way I failed to appreciate the love I had with Scott. One of the great joys of life to me is knowing that, in choosing Ciaran to be my primary caregiver, it freed him up to begin re-building his life, his family, with Geoff. That he has done this tells me that then, I made the right decision in letting go, so forcefully.
a blog that is also meant to serve as a recovery journal, for this gay, Quaker, writer dealing with t.b.i., from surviving a hate crime in Sligo, Ireland, on 1.31.99.