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Grendel pacifica

I need to get over a crippling depression that has only gotten worse, lately.  But  I have no ideas, really, how to get over it.  Butch seems to  think a vacation would help, but I disagree.   After the vacation, I still return here, to my husk of a life.  Grendel's my suicide  prevention cat; as long as he lives, so do I. No worries.
Readers, I'm sorry  to be  such a  repetitive downer lately, but I lost are than my sense of balance in the recovery process; I lost my autonomy.
And, like my sense of balance, I dunno if, or how, I'll ever get it back.

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