went to Meeting; & I must keep remembering, I asked for the porn embargo on my Mac; I was/am worried that my avid use of porn is diluting or hampering my need or desire for personal sexual/intimate relationships. So I blocked those sites when setting up Sierra.
By the way, my killer fear of intimacy is still omni-present; even or especially when there’s no reason to be.
I’m SO fucked, & not in a good way.
Oyyyyy…..
Arguing for my independence with my trust lords has gotten really old, really fast. See, I’m like a poor man’s Brittany Spears: all my money is in a special needs trust, dispensed as need be by my Trustees: Gil Roth and Peter Johnson. Gil, I’ve been friends with since St. John’s. Peter does this for a living, & cuts me a world of always legal and ethical slack. More tomorrow. Nighty-night.