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I think incessantly about how lonely I am

How unhappy, how miserable, how unproductive. I’m only still here because Grendel needs me. I don’t write anymore in great part because between the trust and Butch doing everything for me, I’m denied, and have been denied the opportunity to make, and learn from my self-correcting, my own mistakes. I think that’s why I was so happy to sign up and beta test Mac OS Sierra. Yes, I got so frustrated I un-installed and re-installed it. But I persevered and the latest update fixed the issues I was having with it. I’m still reticent to use Suri because of my speech dysarthria, and she’s a HUGE part of Sierra. But, so far, we’re working it out. I’[m hunt’n’pecking this, but only because it’s late, I’m too knackered, & my speech dysarthria really kicks in when I’m tired.

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